Testimony of Jubilant by Jubilant
My name is Patricia.
God gave me the name of Jubilant (which means Joyful, full of joy). I am always, happy no matter if its good or bad. I know many of us have many trials and tribulations.
(One thing about God is that He talks about being full of joy through our trials)
Believe me sometimes it is hard, but through Jesus Christ we can face anything. I know there was time in my life that I did so wrong, that it cost me my family. However, you see that what the devil wants, and when you realize that you lost something that means so much to you, it's to late. So for me, I had to get on my knees before the Lord.
Christ showed me that forgiveness is the key, I forgave the person that did wrong to me, and I also went before that person on my knees asking for forgiveness, That is how I can change my life and start new in Jesus Christ. It was hard, but right now I am more in love with Jesus! I have the love of my children back, but I don't think I've ever lost their love, just one holds everything against me. I have ask her for forgiveness, but she can't see right now. She hates me right now, but I believe God will touch her heart some day in His timing.
There is so much that went on between these lines that you are reading. Facing death is one, not having my other half next to me is another one. And it has caused so much pain for me during this time of really needing him. There is also the times that I had to have surgery every year, but my other half wasn't there either. When I closed my eyes I saw my children, and when I woke up, I saw my children - never my other half. I have had five surgery's all together. (One every year). As time went on I fell out of love, I was in so much pain, my body was in pain, I couldn't stand it.
I still live in pain, but by God 's grace I am healing each day little by little and am doing better.
There is much more to share. I thought I would share with you some of my trails. I wanted to share this little with you, because I know there is one or more that are facing similar trials as I did.
YOU are not alone!!
Jesus is with you and understands your heart. I am here as a testimony to you that you can over come all your trials with Jesus Christ, and the body of Christ! That is why we are here on earth to share our testimony's and help each other. Amen!
God bless you for stopping by and taking the time to read this.
May the Lord touch your heart.
Many many blessings to you!
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" Make a joyful sound "