Kelly's Testimony (Part III) by Kelly Kahron ien awe

The hand that you see on this book, was the hand of God that I saw. I know it was our Father's way of speaking to me in a different way. I know beyond a shadow, that this was from Him.

Now I am here writing my testimony. And remembering how I wanted to draw like Ron back 15 years ago or more. I remembered how much this book inspired me. See how good God is, I forgot all about this, until now writing this testimony and I am currently drawing too. It wasn't right away, but it was in God's timing. And that is good enough for me.

One of the paintings in the book is a dad leaning over his son's bed praying, you can see a Holy Angel outside the window, keeping the unholy angel of the dark away. Inside the little boy's bedroom are shadows of Holy Angel guards, protectors that God sends to us in the spirit when we ask, and pray. He really does these things, but we have to ask and trust it to be.

A lady that I know, her niece was walking thru central park, New York City in the early evening. Approaching her was a man walking, that she had a creepy feeling in her spirit. Immediately she prayed for the full armor of God. 2 days later she is cooking and watching the news. The man's mug shot is on the TV and the police are asking for witnesses to call 1-800-NYC-Police. She does, and is asked if she could come down to the precinct, to pick him out in a line up. They tell her he had raped a girl the same night she was walking there. It goes to court and she takes the stand. The attorney asks the rapist if this woman looked familiar. He tells them yes. They ask the rapist, why he did not chose her as his victim? He tells the court, because she was with 2 huge body guards. The police asked the woman who the men were that she was with? Baffled she started to say I wasn't with any men, but God placed in her spirit, her prayer. And she spoke and said in court, I prayed for the full armor of God. God sent me those body guards but I could not see them, only the rapist could. God gave to her the full armor in Holy Angel body guards. These are the things He does for His children, we are never alone. But we need to ask Him for all things.

Why can't God do this? My faith is becoming unshakable, but not quite there fully yet.

In 1990 God tells me to give up all medical, and all insurances. If I trusted in Him fully, He would be my assurance. I obeyed. It's been 17 years that I have been hospital, doctor and medical free. I have not even touched an aspirin. I have not needed it at all. Praise God!!!

I had a conversation with a friend recently, that asked me this question. Are you going to get mammograms, I said No. She asked me, but what if you get cancer, I answered I won't get cancer. She said, but really Kelly, what if you do get it? I said again, but I really I won't get cancer. This went back and forth several times. God told me I was created in His image. So why would I be attacked by a worldly sickness that is not of Him and many die from?

There is power in our words, so be careful what you say. I have not had a pap smear for over 20 years, most of my friends who get them have had some form of cancer, or scared into hearing something bad or negative that manifests eventually in their lives. God did not make us to be sick if we are following His way to live. Sickness and death are enemies, which rob the life that God has given to us. I say "No" to it with the authority I am given as a gift from God. I stand up to it, like an enemy and say No. I will not accept what is outside of the will of God my Father.

Here is the power of God for every healing need. I was severely burned on my baby finger when cleaning my stove and forgot the burner was hot, it took me to my knees, and the pain was unbearable. Instantly I thought of burn victims and the pain they must endure, and I prayed for the healer in me Christ to restore my finger to wholeness, right before my eyes in 1 second flat all the blisters went down and my finger was whole.

I began to intercede for the nations who were being burned by the power of the principalities in this world.

I fell on an oyster bed and sliced my thigh opened. In the world's view it would have been emergency room, doctors, tetanus shot, stitches, and money. In God's world it was no fear and prayer and complete healing. Praise You Father, thank You Christ Jesus.

I can't begin to tell you the ways God strengthened my faith thru, no fear and prayer and then trusting that it will be done. Because I asked Him for it.

We tend to trust in man way to much in this world verses trusting in God. Why do we do that?

"Lies" from the enemy stop the full work of God. We need to all rise up in Victory and show Christ He did not come in vain, and that we accept the Grace and the Holy Spirit with power. God will not give the power to those that would mishandle it. God can heal every need we have for HIS will be done, not our will be done. With God there are reasons He does things that are beyond our comprehension, we need to fully trust, without fear and walk it out.

"I did not call you to marriage" God tells me again. God teaches us lessons for the walk He wants us to have with Him, we must listen and obey for His complete will be done. I met this man in the summer of 1992 who lived a very worldly & carnal lifestyle of vanities, we had money, great jobs, did anything we wanted. We traveled, had nice cars, ate at great restaurants, I learned to snow ski, drive a boat, build homes, delve in real-estate, make tons of money, get a great body, and pretty much do anything we wanted to. After we split and he gave me nothing, I went thru a period of trying to find how I was going to survive. Everything I had, I put into this relationship, I put all my time, all my energy, and all my resources, into was now all in his name. And he was not handing anything over. To this day I am in total shock because we had so much, we built a mini-empire together. Christ asked me to walk away from it all. That was a little over 2 years ago. I was a little bitter at first because I knew this man for 13 years. We lived and worked like it would be a forever thing. It was so un-characteristic of him. I don't understand it. But I do know that Christ was there for me and was my provision through a very rough and lonely period in my life. God took me through a lesson that helped me to not worry, now that I was alone and away from home. He took me thru the scripture verses about His birds. He asked me to trust that He would be my provider. He told me that He feeds His birds, that they do not store up rations for tomorrow. That I was more worthy than His birds, and if He can do it daily for them. He would do it daily for me. And He has. Thank You God again, this was a total walk of faith. Thanks You so much Jesus!

My lesson from God was this, it will never matter how much I can obtain in the earthy carnal, material realm. It will never satisfy or fill the need of God in me. If I am not giving to others, I am not being what God called me to be. I am not trusting in Him to provide for me daily. I am storing up things on the earth that are more than I need daily.

I have also learned that friends come and friends leave by your status in your carnal walk. Real friends, true hearts of God brothers and sisters walk with you forever eternal. They are there for you, even if a week or month goes by without communicating, we are all still there for one another. We have to be completely whole in Christ to walk that way.

Today these are the relationships I am building, relationships that will be forever eternal. We know we are brothers and sisters in the family with God. We are there for one another, we pray for one another, we give to one another, we love as God loves. We accept as God accepts. We should always be doing His will. That should be our #1 focus.

This is the picture I found when I felt old enough to make the choice to be baptized. I looked for a long time for a church to baptize me, but every church I went into, I did not feel the Spirit of God in them, they were empty of Him. I did not grow up churched, I grew up knowing God and accepting His will, and living by God's word, but I did not find God in a church.

So I asked Him how I was to be baptized and He told me to fill my tub, get in, confess all my worldly sins, ask forgiveness of anyone I had ever wronged and to continue to love Him with everything that I was. I let God lead me, and He baptized me one on one.

When I came out of the water, I felt so alive and whole. I knew that the Creator "created" me. Everything became "spirit" and the carnal started to all melt away, my heart felt so pure and new...I was *new*.

On Father's day of 2005 I was baptized again in the Spirit and confessed to everyone I know that God, Christ Jesus and the Holy Spirit were all very real to me and my # 1 priority in life. I told everyone and it was a very exciting day for me. Because now everyone knows, all my family, all my friends, all the people I worked with.

Thank You Father, that was so freeing, and I felt so alive.

I have no fear of anything, I can finally say "I have overcome this world" as I am attached to nothing anymore. I was never alone again. God is with me leading my steps. I now know that no matter what I need to fully trust that He knows best, and if I am sensitive to His Spirit, I will never be lead astray.

God is drying up my work, I have worked for the same company for the past 12 years. He is teaching me that I will not have to rely on money anymore. This entire year I have worked only 3 days. And 1 ½ days of work He had me give my check to another person oversees for His will be done. I have had to totally lean on God this year for my resources. He is our provider and has proven it to me.

The devil never attacked me in my life before I started rising up in Christ, and once I accepted the Spirit of God, and gave up my will completely, He came at me full force. The devil wants all of us to be his minions, conforming to the laws of the land, subtly being manipulated and controlled by higher powers. The devil is so entangled in most people's lives. I call it serpent subtleties, that quench the Spirit, and eventually puts out the fire of God in our lives. Then the devil sits back and laughs at us, for being so naive to his subtleties. I hate him, I hate him so much.

I hate the devil, with every fiber of my being. One time he came to me in the spirit knowing my heart, and the compassion I have for all life. And this is how he tried to get me. He came to me crying, he told me that he wanted to repent and have God take him back. I could hear his cries. He really had me thinking, I thought what if Satan repented, what if God took him back? And I got on my knees for the devil, I started to pray to God for his salvation. Then I heard this really nasty laugh at the same time I heard God say "turn" and when I turned I saw this fiery dart aimed right for my heart. And I saw the devil laughing at me. I rose up with this feeling of indignation (righteous anger) so full inside me, for the deception he almost got me with. I was like this giant and loaded with fury. I ran full speed at that devil and pushed his chest so hard with my hands that I knocked him onto the ground, I stomped so hard with my boot onto his chest, and I said to that devil, you will never deceive me again, as I took that dart and harpooned his heart with his own dart. I hate him so much. I hate what he is doing to God's children. I hate all the principalities and powers that rule this world. I hate the deception that is rising in these days. I hate the manipulation and control placed upon God's children thru corrupt laws of the land, which are not Gods ways at all. I hate how the serpent has so subtly twisted and woven a tangled web of deception around his minions. Who he controls and uses to control others.

After this in the spirit, he sends me his real life minions. You have to know Christ to see the truth in others. You have to die daily, to rise for God's will be done on earth as it is in heaven. There is way more to life than we all think.

We live eternally with God by the choices we all make today, or we live in total damnation in death forever. I choose LIFE Eternal with the living God. The God of life, not the god of death.

In real life I met a man whom was filled with evil, but portrayed himself to know Christ and be about God's business. When I first set eyes upon him, he knew. We both knew. It was like a battle in the spirit. On the outside I was praying for God to protect me, to cover me, to send His holy angels to guard and keep me safe. On the inside I was battling him in the spirit. God kept me in the presence of this man for 2 whole days. There were times when I knew this man could have killed me very easily, he could have pushed me over a 30 foot ravine, he could have done anything he wanted to me. But the power of God was with me the whole time, and our authority in Christ is greater than any minion of the devil, and even the devil himself.

Watch this video done by Graham Cooke, God does not call just anyone to battle the devil in spirit. He prepares and equips those called to battle. We are told to put on the full armor of God Ephesians 6:10-20 and to keep it on, to be like the ones chosen in Gideon's army, the ones who were strong and did not retreat, who were on watch and never let down their guard.

God gave me a vision 1 day that I drew, He showed me that people think the devil has a lot of power. But it is because the devil would want you to think that way. God showed me that if he gave the devil all the power in as far as my eyes could see or even imagine seeing. And God had just the power of the tip of the head of a pin, that God could wipe the devil off the map in a second. God showed me the size of the world to Him like the size of a marble to me. He said to me that the devil is the prince of the air, the god of this world. And then he pinged it like we would if we were to throw a marble. He said the devil could be dust in a second.



The devil tries to get us to think he is big and bad, cool, strong, however he wants you to in vision him he does it to the minds that are not of Christ. But when our minds are the mind of Christ, the head in the body. We see things much differently. I see the devil as a wimp. I see the devil and his minions like scared dogs with their tails curled in submissive position when they are in the presence of God our Father, Christ and His Spirit. They only have power to those that give them access into their world. Those who bow down to the law's of this world. This world and the laws in it will never be higher than the laws of God our Father who is in heaven. I have heard so many people say but God said to obey the laws of the land. NO God said to obey the laws if you are a sinner under the law. But if you claim to be a Christian, then you need to rise up in who you are in Christ Jesus, put on your full armor of God, obey the laws of God and not the laws of man. And trust in God's will be done upon your life today and forever eternal.

Death is an enemy and today hundreds and thousands of Christians are accepting it.
That same evil guy that I told you that I met, for reasons only God wanted me to grow thru, had sent to me in the spirit but manifested into real life, just like the smelly cloud in Graham Cookes video. This guy sends me scorpions. Yes, real live scorpions. Witchcraft still exists; it is not a fake thing. I had to learn, I thought all that was just crazy. But when I started to move heavy into the kingdom of God, and I had to humble myself as a little child to accept the reality of it all. It is very real people.

When I got out of bed one morning, and was walking into my kitchen, I had a scorpion the size of my thumb inside my home. I called my neighbor who is a Florida, to ask her if scorpions lived in Florida, she told me not the size I was talking about. My spirit was picking up on something, but it was not at that point 100% clear. I prayed to God, picked up the scorpion onto a paper and put him outside into the bushes, knowing God would do what needed to be done. Then I went to my kitchen and at my front door was either the same scorpion or another one. Then I knew, I knew this Satanist claiming to know God. Knew the wrong god. But God told me that no weapon formed against me would prosper. I picked up that scorpion and sent it to the devils minion with a 100 fold sting to the principality that had sent it to me. And I prayed for this man's soul to find the Spirit of the true and living God. And to not be deceived by the devil anymore.

Once you step into that type of accountability there is no going back. I am sure it is why people say, "I don't want to know". Because God says it is better not to know than to know and turn away.

Here is where I am at today, the story is not complete because I am walking them out still, not understanding the lessons fully yet, but trusting God, all in His perfect time.

I usually follow God lead, and walk learning as I go. But this next call was very different for me. It was as if God shined the light out on the pathway ahead of me showing me things before I took the first step. Almost like seeing the Big picture first. Then had to go back and walk it out but already knowing things in my spirit. I was rarely on the computer before 2005 when God called me to a man on the internet from Ohio. He asked me to reach out and show this man agape love. He told me if I loved him first, that He promised to me a 10,000 fold, sincere, devoted, faithful husband. I had a hard time at first, because I felt like the pursuer and to me the man is suppose to pursue the girl. Anyway, I waited a couple of months before I wrote him the first e-mail. Not before long, we start this "fairy tale" type of romance. The journey that I went thru was nothing like I had ever experienced before, it was completely in the Spirit. God told me that he was this beautiful precious book. God never gave me something before and shared things with me prior. So I was not quite sure how to walk this one out. I rushed through all his pages, that God gave to me. I went from cover to cover in 1 second. I never turned the page, page by page to learn about him. I didn't walk it out one day at a time. I went to him very bold thinking that he heard the same thing that I did, because this was from God. I found out in the almost 3 years of knowing him, that he is really scared of love. I learned why God does not show us the path ahead of us more than 1 day at a time. Because for me I leaned on my own understanding. I rushed into things. I didn't know. I have learned so many valuable lessons from this man's spirit. I still don't know the full plan of God, I am still walking this one out. But I do trust that in God's perfect time, like all the stories and lessons above, that I will know one day what this was all about. And the lesson I needed to learn from it all. We are friends now, as he is not ready for a relationship. I love him and would like to know him better. But I trust things are the way they are for a reason beyond what I know right now.

Recently I prayed to God to be with Christ and I prayed for Him to rend the heavens. Christ came to me and He is with me. And He is giving me these words to write. One morning He woke me up and asked me to go outside, He showed me a sky completely covered with clouds, except for one place where the clouds were opened and rent directly above me. One round opened place that I could see thru the clouds so clearly. This was not a dream or a vision for me. This was in real life.

And I was given this scripture: Revelation 19:11 ~ And I saw heaven opened, and behold a white horse; and he that sat upon him was called Faithful and True, and in righteousness he doth judge and make war.

He is really with me and He is so full of love for His children, but He is also making war in wrath. He is not like the image that is portrayed in the harlot church. Christ is with me in the flesh. 1 John 4:2 ~ Hereby know ye the Spirit of God: Every spirit that confesseth that Jesus Christ is come in the flesh is of God.

There is a man I now know who is teaching me things thru his life experience, how God calls some to walk down the corridors of Hades (the evil realm) into full spiritual warfare. This is where God has me today, interceding in the spirit for all people's to come out of the devil's snare.

To "wake up" the sleeping generation, to the Spirit of God calling them. To know Him and hear His voice. Now is the time.

There are those that are so far on the wrong side, I see God using this man to bring down the corrupt laws that now rule our freedom. It's a whole new walk for me, but one I am trusting God in completely as He leads me to see more clearly the subtleties of the serpent. It's really thick. We all need God 24/ 7 today. If God be for us who can be against us. No weapon formed against us will prosper. With God all things are possible.

He is teaching me right now about not "selling" Him in any form. He is showing me "copywrite" laws and if it is truly a gift from Him, I am not to "sell" it. He gave me the scripture verse render to Caesar what is due Caesar, the filthy lucre scriptures, the money tables flipped by Christ. This is where I am at currently in my walk, He is taking me out of the system of needing money, I am still walking this one out, but for 1 year now He has been my 100% provider.

Back in May 2005 He gave a vision to me for a type of refuge for His children, it was a blueprint.
It was a place where all in Christ are safe, as the world spins faster and out of control with manipulation, control and corruption all around us, moving towards a one world government. Christ is taking His children back to a time that peace reigned in their hearts, when they had a total unbridled love for God, and where all the worry, sickness, disease, and fears do not exist. Where His children will feel worthy again and the devil flee's their lives once and for all.

Father in heaven, I pray for every soul reading this today, that You alone would saturate their lives with Your loving Spirit and make them whole again. That they would rise up and take their place with you and come boldly before Your throne of Grace for every need they have. And that You Father would be their 100% provider, In Christ's name I pray...Amen!!!

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May the Creator's amazing & beautiful Spirit fill you to overflowing today!
In His Grace ~ Kelly